When people
have said to me, "Oh! You're so talented " I've shrugged it off.
Then as years went by, annoyance replaced dismissal, because I felt
that I've had to work so hard for whatever I have achieved in the
way of art. Drawing has been difficult for me; I have and continue
still, to struggle with it (though it is getting easier).
It was as though these people were putting everything down to a
magic gift called talent, as though I had nothing to do with it. It
also implied that anyone with this thing called talent could be an
artist, without any other effort required. I had decided that to
these people, anyone who could draw more than a stick person, was
talented. They would say, "I can't draw" or "I couldn't do that!"
and I'd always think, "Well, you could if you would only try, or if
you wanted to!"
But over the years, I have taught an occasional student who just had
that certain something-extra we call talent. I also see movie stars
and musicians who have that special something in their way, and in
their voices, that could only be called talent.
I've decided that there is such a thing as talent, that it is a
gift, and that one either has it or one doesn't.
I've seen talent wasted by not using it. In this case it goes away
and is lost as if one never had it. I've watched others
without much, achieve high levels of creativity through desire,
determination, and hard work. I used to think desire was everything.
But talent accompanied with a little good luck, desire,
determination, and a willingness to work hard is a very rare
combination.